fit fat dorky looking face with a long pointy

28 six ft 190 lbs fit fat dorky looking face with a long pointy nose thinning hair two tats, 89% top.
Bartender currently unemployed ( every winter in panama city beach ) blind in one eye. Deaf in one ear. USMC. 420 friendly to say the least. Drink sometimes. Like spending free time at home or t the beach. not at bars.
Cheap I mean thrifty.
Also I don't drive. I ride my bike everywhere I go. And my junk is heafty.

Hey anyone who reads this, I'm bi have a girlfriend

Hey anyone who reads this, I'm bi have a girlfriend I have been having such a good week with her, except today, right now actually. This is what happened her friend which she thought was gay likes her and he keeps texting her how lonely he is and all this sad junk (plus he's drunk "so he says") anyways their texting and all and she's actually helping him out and all that stuff giving him words of advice and what not (I didn'tmind and that just got me thinking I'm definitely not jealous or anything but when I'm crying myself to sleep and want to talk to her she's always like,"I can't talk to you now, I'm sleepy" or "it's too late" and pushes it aside, making me have to listen to music to at least console me. Anyways I don't know what to feel I mean I wish I got that attention from her when I was sad and crying my eyes out. She's nicer to strangers than she is to me. Making me glad in going the navy! Anyways last thing I said when I left was maybe you should be with him. Opinions please?